5 years of waiting

Monday, June 30, 2008

the "L" werd


Shared joy is a doubled joy; shared sorrows is half a sorrow

We are like two volumes of one book

True love is like a teardrop in a rainstorm

There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved
It is God's finger on man's shoulder

Love makes time pass; time makes love pass
When there is true love, there are no regrets of the past Find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst

The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge

The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superflous

The best way to love is to love like you have never been hurt

When it rains, look for the rainbow

Never make someone a priority when they only make you an option

It's impossible to find someone who will never hurt you, so go for the one who's worth all the pain

The heart knows when the search is over

Anyone can find love, but it takes a strong heart to keep it

I just want to hold you close but so far, all I have are dreams of us being together

To love someone is something, but to loved by the one you love is everything

I wait not for the one who makes me take a second look, but for
the one who makes me never want to look away in the first place

Love arrives in tip-toes, but bangs the door when it leaves

Love will die if held too tightly, love will fly if held to lightly

Love is alive when it has time. It is dying when it's hurried. It is dead when it cannot wait

True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes

If you love someone, let them know, If you don't let them go

True love is not finding someone else but finding your other half

Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage

If I know what love is, it is because of you



Sunday, June 29, 2008

when opposites attract

nasabi skin ni louieee, na opposite daw kmi, pero nagtaka ako, tpos tnanong ko siya...
Macky : pnong opposite?
Louie: eh ksi ang manly mo, tpos ang girly ko naman

ayun, bsta madami pang usapan yan, yan na lang. haha! eh so un nga, bale, tama talaga ang opposite attracts. haha! swabe lang, pero ito.. may gusto akong ishare sa inyo :)

"God turns you from ONE feeling to another and teaches you by means of opposites, so that you will have TWO wings to FLY - not one."

parang sa relasyon diba? parang smin ni louie. yikeee! :) haha *HUGS and KISSES* ok moving on. haha! e2 na, pwede ko to iconnect sa relationship, ksi...
imagine nyo nlng ha? please :)

Ang wings, (macky,louie), at ang katawan na pinapalipad nmin yung relationship. GET IT?

haha! eh yun, imposibleng mabuhat nmin ang relationship ng magisa, kunyari, si louie lang ang gagalaw, o kaya naman, ako lang ang gagalaw. hindi talaga mabubuhat ang relationship na yun. babagsak at babagsak yun.

kunyari, si louie lang yung nagfflap ng wings, xempre, manghihina din xa, mapapagod xa, at bababa ang lipad ng relationship nmin, kaya dapat, nagtutulungan, SABAY, walang iwanan, walang laglagan. kung mapapagod xa dhl magisa lang xa, aba, papagurin ko din sarili ko para maiangat ulit yung relationship nmin.

oh ha. diba. wOw ha. korni noh. haha! pasenxa.

ok, yun lang. sa isang relasyon, DALAWA ang kailangan.

*P.S. : i love you my dear louieee
*HUGS and KISSES*
hindi kita ilalaglag louieee
at lalong hindi kita iiwan!
buhatin natin to parehas my dear
kaya natin to
I LOVE YOU*

Thank You for being so TRUE

Louieee


blessing and miracle at the same time


my wish and my dream

my wish is to be with someone that can change me to a better and mature person, someone i can love honestly, someone that i can give my trust, someone who is better than me, someone who can love me for being me

my dream is simple, to live my life with the things I desire most, the love of God, love of families and friends, and the love of that "someone"



God granted me my wish

and now

I am living my life along with my dream, to be with someone i wished for

and that someone is you my dear louise

God is the director of this movie called "The Life of Macky" part 1

madaming nkakaintindi sa cnasabi ko,
madami din nawwirdohan.
may mga taong naiinspire sa cnasabi ko,
may mga tao prin ayaw maniwala sa Kanya.

bakit kaya may mga tao na ayaw nila magpatalo ?
-kahit halata na ang mga nangyayari, naghahanap prin ng explanation. wOw ha.

bakit kung kailan nahihirapan, dun lang marunong lumapit sa Kanya?
-alam naman natin na hindi Nya binigay ang kahirapan na yun kung ndi natin kaya eh, kaya nga sinabing "mahirap" eh, ndi naman sinabing "imposible".

bakit kapag may namatayan, ang iniisip agad ng iba, pinabayaan Nya?
-ndi naman sa pinabayaan Nya yun eh, inabot lang nya ang kamay Nya at nagkataon na kumapit ang isa.


May mga bagay talaga na hindi na kailangan iexplain pa, 2lad ng sa kuko mo, bakit ka may kuko? oh diba. ang hirap maghanap ng rason, kahit alam mong mababa na ang tanong, magtataka ka prin eh.

bakit ko nga ba ginawa 2ng topic na to?

mahal ko Siya, kailangan ko Siya, umaasa ako sa Kanya.

sino Siya?

GOD

napakalaking pangalan. napakalaki ng role nya sa buhay ko. gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo ang quote na to :

Find out how much God has given you and from it, take what you need; the remainder is needed by others

-St. Augustin

gusto kong ikumpara ang sinabi skin ng isa sa pinakamalapit kong kaibigan,

"you give love without thinking you need to receive more" -nica adam

ngayon naman, gusto ko sa inyo itanong, mahirap ba magmahal ng mga tao sa paligid mo? mahirap ba magshare? bakit may mga tao na natatakot masaktan? pano nila nakakaya ang buhay na puro pagiingat? Gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo, tao lang tayo, hindi natin kaya mag-isa, lalo na sa pagddesisyon, kaya kung alam nyong hindi nyo kaya ang sitwasyon, hayaan nyo lang, ipaubaya nyo na, sa tingin ko kilala nyo naman kung kanino nyo ipapaubaya yan eh. Hindi sapat kung kilala nyo lang si God, kailangan, nararamdaman nyo na nandyan siya.

"God may not always come exactly when you call Him... but He is always on time"

I know I have something. Something unique, something worth sharing. I have MYSELF. I can share everything that I have. For this simple blessing God has given me, I give my all.

"God does not command that we do great things, only little things with great love"

What is the role of God in my life?

GOD :
-love
-life
-beauty
-sadness
-health
-talent
-master
-EVERYTHING

" 'Your task is to build a better world',
God said. and I answered, 'How?'... 'this world is such large, vast place, and there's nothing i can do.' But God said, in all His wisdom, 'Just build a better you' "



for my dearest dearies (louie,macci,nica,teta) *HUG*



God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

Friday, June 27, 2008

YOU

I found love beyond all reasons through YOU

When God showered miracles, i received
YOU

YOU have no idea how good it feels to wake up every morning knowing YOU are mine and I am YOURS

At first, i thought "love" is just a word, that it needs to be told, but when
YOU came into my life, dear, YOU'VE made the word "love" alive, and i will cherish this wonderful feeling With YOU my dear

I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of
YOU ... but I woke up this morning with a bigger smile because YOU'RE not a dream

When I wake up in the morning, I think of
YOU. When I go to sleep, I think of YOU. And for all those hours in-between, I think of US

H- have
YOU missed me?
E- everything alright?
L- like to see
YOU
L- like to be with YOU
O- obviously I love YOU
so, i just wanna say HELLO dear

To be honest with YOU, I don't have the words to make
YOU feel better, but I do have the arms to give YOU a hug, ears to listen to whatever YOU want to talk about, and I have a heart, a heart that's aching to see YOU smile again

YOU gave me one good reason to live my life to the fullest, and that's to live with YOU until my hair turns gray and my eyes fades away.

The few hours I spend with
YOU are worth the thousand hours I spend without YOU

Thursday, June 26, 2008

SECRET revealed!! >.< haha

magkausap kmi ni louieee ngyon sa ym... at nang biglang,...

louise magano: happy thoughts
louise magano: love ko c macky
macky cabasal: thank you i love you
louise magano: happ thoughts
macky cabasal: love ko si louieee
louise magano: happy thoughts
louise magano: :D
louise magano: macky
macky cabasal: thats a dream come true... not just a thought
macky cabasal: :)
macky cabasal: yes louie ?
louise magano: cjkb vrfdgvljdvsgfjkbnt;f
macky cabasal: kasdjnqnwe

WEEE!!! louieee, haha! pasenxa, nareveal tuloy!!! shet shet shet!!
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TAE
iloveyoumydear


for my dearest


louie dear :) haha! for you!!! sayo lang ha!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

hold on tight

magkausap kmi ngyon ni louieee


ang dami nming napagusapan, lalo na yung 2ngkol sa paghihintay nmin ng 5years, kinakabahan ako.


macky cabasal:
hindi ako mapalagay kapag sarili ko lang iniisip ko
macky cabasal: ikaw dear,...
macky cabasal: ttnungin kta... kaya mo ba talaga aqng hintayin for 5 years ?
louise magano: kaya nmn kung sa kaya eh...
louise magano: nttakot lang ako
macky cabasal: natatakot sa ?
macky cabasal: bka magsawa ka kakahintay ? bka mapagod ka ?
louise magano: sa mga pwedeng mngyare
macky cabasal: tulad ng ano....
louise magano: nttakot ako na baka mag fade ung love ntn...
macky cabasal: yun na nga eh...
macky cabasal: pero kung sakin lang
macky cabasal: hindi ko bibitawan yun
macky cabasal: bkt ka ntatakot na baka magfade yung love ntin ?
macky cabasal: dear...
macky cabasal: sa tingin mo...
macky cabasal: bkt ka ntatakot nabaka magfade yung love ntin ?
louise magano: kc naisip ko
louise magano: 5 yrs tyo na mg cchat lang
macky cabasal: oo nga...
macky cabasal: tawag, text et.c
macky cabasal: no body contact
macky cabasal: and then ?
macky cabasal: 2loy mo lang dear
louise magano: un lang...
louise magano: dun langa ko nttakot
louise magano: na bka mag fade ung love


hinding hindi ko makakalimutan 2ng mga salitang cnabi nya...


ang sakit lang isipin, na sobrang ganda na ng nasimulan eh hindi pa ma22loy? GRABE. yun ang isang WOW ha skin na hindi joke.


ngayon ko lang naramdaman yung ganitong lungkot, sa isang relationship, kung kailan naisip mo, akala mo eh perfect na, na sobrang ganda na ng mga nangyayari, eh, bgla kang paglalaruan ng kapalaran, bigla kang ilalayo.


TAYONG dalawa lang ang makakaintindi sa mga nangyayari louie. alam ko mas mahirap syo, ksi sobrang laki na ng effort ang bnigay mo para lang magworkout 2ng relationship ntin. alam ko sobrang walang kwenta ako nung time na ikaw lang ang nageeffort.


dear, gusto ko bumawi, naghahanap ako ng paraan, nagiisip ako ng mga bagay para magkita tyo. alam ko mali ang magexpect ng mga bagay na mahirap ipatupad. pero handa aqng itake ang risk na yun, para makita ka at makasama kita ulit.


macky cabasal:
dear... natatakot ka ba na baka mawala yung love ko syo ?
macky cabasal: natatakot ka ba na baka mawala yung feelings mo para skin ?
macky cabasal: louieee...
louise magano: parehas...
louise magano: patinttakot din ako na baka hndintn kayanin na imaintain ung relationship
louise magano: na gnto tyo kalayo
louise magano: tas ang tagal nt hndi magkikita


louieee, bakit natin sisimulan ang isang bagay na hindi natin kakayanin imaintain? louieee, alam ko malayo tayo sa isa't isa, IM SORRY. matagal kitang hindi makikita at makakasama, IM SORRY. dear, alam ko MATAGAL talaga, pero ang tanging nasa isip ko, eh maghihintay ako ng gnitong katagal, pero pagkatpos naman, SULIT na. LAGI na kitang makakasama. MAHIRAP talaga tong ginagawa ntin louie, pero sana, wag kang sumuko, dahil hindi ako susuko. maganda na ang nasimulan natin, sobrang ganda, hayaan natin na may mga parte sa storya natin na pangit at malungkot, kasama talaga yun, pero habang tumatagal, alam natin sa isa't-isa, gaganda ang storya ntin, mas gaganda pa sa nasimulan na natin. sa paghihintay nating dalawa sa isa't-isa, gamitin natin sa tama ang oras ng paghihintay ntin, maging mature tyo.

PAKIUSAP: wag kang bumitaw louie, dahil hindi ako bibitaw. tulad sa pagtawid natin sa mga kalsada, hhawakan ko kamay mo, makakatawid din tayo dear. sa bawat kotseng dumadaan, yun ang mga pagsubok stin. alam ko, MADAMI ang sasalubong sting pagsubok, pero sa bandang huli, makakatawid parin tyo ng SAFE louieee, dahil binigay mo sakin ang tiwala mo na tumawid, kasama kita sa lahat ng problemang sasalubong satin. at kasama natin sa pagtawid si God, ginagabayan nya tayo lagi my dear.

please, hold on tight louie

my dearest louie =>


i love you my dear

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PUNYETA!

bago lang ako d2 kaya pagpasenxa nyo na ha?!?!

wOw haaaaaaaaa. . . . .

ako po ay naimpluwensya ng aking pinakamamahal na si louieee. :-* I LOVE YOU DEAR! *HUG*

ayan, nagiging masipag na tuloy ako magbasa ng blog at nagiging masipag ako magtype, naggamit na sa maganda ang typing skills ko. haha!

thanks dear sa pagbblog mo at NAHAWA AKO!!! :-*

love you louieee :-*

1820 days

oh DAMN!

grabe na to. haha! xD

wOw ha!!!

  • 1820 days wala sa tabi ko si louie
  • 1820 days ko syang hindi mayayakap
  • 1820 days ko syang hindi mahahalikan
  • 1820 days ko syang ndi makakasama

what a life. woooh!! grabe na itech!

oh well, para mejo ndi ako mainip sa kakahintay, kailangan ko na din magblog! haha!
thanks dear! lakas ng impluwensya mo skin tae ka. haha *HUG*

I know God has a plan for this relationship, our relationship. He loves us and He has faith in us. Just
DONT let go of God's hand please? Let God be the center of our relationship my dear :)

hay... FOR THE FUTURE!! :) haha!

louieee dear, ikumpara na lang ntin ung 1820 days nting hihintayin bgo tyo magkasama ulit, 1820 days lang yan!!! ikumpara mo ang 29120 days!!! haha! (29120=80yrs., bakit ba, gusto ko pa tumagal ng 80+years kasama si louie eh) *HUG* diba? :) kaya dear, sana kaya m pang maghintay. kasi ako, maghihintay talaga ako. kakayanin ko, sana kayanin mo din. bwat minuto d2 iniisip ko kung pano natin magagawan ng paraan tong relationship natin, wala pa aqng maisip na matino, kaya talagang sa ngayon, hahayaan ko na si God gumawa ng paraan para hindi mawala ung "love" na nararamdaman natin sa isa't-isa. At pinapagpray din kita, unang una, yung safety, xempre gusto ko lagi kang safe. Tapos yung relationship nyo ng family mo, sana hindi ka na pag2lungan ng mga kapatid mo, chka sa mom and dad mo, na mabalanse nila ang trust nila syo. Xempre hindi ko makakalimutan ipagpray relationship ntin :) KAYA NATIN TO DEAR!!!


believe in ME, believe in YOURSELF, believe in GOD :-* *HUG*


dear, may passage akong gustong ishare syo :

"My thoughts and my ways are higher than yours," says the Lord.
- Isiah 55:9

dyan palang, sabaw na tayo. haha! hindi talaga natin kakayanin ng tayo tayo lang.